Hy.. I'm back after long time not see my lovely blogs :-*
pastinya dgn kembalinya ichi bkn sekedar ingin liat, ngeceng atau apalaah, but here is I wanna tell so many stories of my life without a 'GUARANTEE' ..
haha mulai dari something most happiness in my family, hmmmm setelah sebulan ngambekan sama papa, ichi baikan lagi 'cause Ril ( he is helping me to build up again my relatonship with my family after he broke it up xxixixi =D how cute he's are ) semua semakin dekat ajah, menyenangkan ga kayak masa-masa middleschool msh agak canggung klo bawa pacar main ke rumah, lol know I have so many own space after that accident (will telling later).
So, If we have a free time we going in vacation with Ril, Mom, Dad. That's funny. But it's the problem..
Pulang sekolah bareng Ril-jam tujuh malam! I'm shame of his mother and his family I'm too far I have no ways to go back :'( ouh I'm so bitches in their angle but I still don't care bacause I do this for Ril.. even i'm feels so pain I just want to pass time of all is this, he just not understand, not yet.. he is always diction me but never see him self, he's stoping hobbies! hmmm
Until I'm realize 'satu stengah tahun' I spend my time with him and no time for modeling, no time for friends, no time for my own self.. no time for God.. stupid I am! tapi ichi ttp mau mengaku, jujurlahh setidaknya.. mmg ichi juga mau ajah ngamburin waktu buat mengerjakan hal yg sama sekali not important with him! that.. something just mess my life and I'm really regretly for doing that! God I'm sorry, I just wanna fix this thing o:) #PRAYforme<3
I know Jc will help me, He will stand before me, guide me, protect me, lead me..
So, for now.. I just wanna doing something good with arrangement again my life, set my schedule, and enjoyed my beautiful life :)
I hope you all will have the good and happily life, xxo
*it will continued*
