Feliz aniversário Julita Angel Kansil <=-p

I just don't wanna mess it up!

Hy.. I'm back after long time not see my lovely blogs :-*
pastinya dgn kembalinya ichi bkn sekedar ingin liat, ngeceng atau apalaah, but here is I wanna tell so many stories of my life without a 'GUARANTEE' ..
haha mulai dari something most happiness in my family, hmmmm setelah sebulan ngambekan sama papa, ichi baikan lagi 'cause Ril ( he is helping me to build up again my relatonship with my family after he broke it up xxixixi =D how cute he's are ) semua semakin dekat ajah, menyenangkan ga kayak masa-masa middleschool msh agak canggung klo bawa pacar main ke rumah, lol know I have so many own space after that accident (will telling later).
So, If we have a free time we going in vacation with Ril, Mom, Dad. That's funny. But it's the problem..
Pulang sekolah bareng Ril-jam tujuh malam! I'm shame of his mother and his family I'm too far I have no ways to go back :'( ouh I'm so bitches in their angle but I still don't care bacause I do this for Ril.. even i'm feels so pain I just want to pass time of all is this, he just not understand, not yet.. he is always diction me but never see him self, he's stoping hobbies! hmmm
Until I'm realize 'satu stengah tahun' I spend my time with him and no time for modeling, no time for friends, no time for my own self.. no time for God.. stupid I am! tapi ichi ttp mau mengaku, jujurlahh setidaknya.. mmg ichi juga mau ajah ngamburin waktu buat mengerjakan hal yg sama sekali not important with him! that.. something just mess my life and I'm really regretly for doing that! God I'm sorry, I just wanna fix this thing o:) #PRAYforme<3
I know Jc will help me, He will stand before  me, guide me, protect me, lead me..
So, for now.. I just wanna doing something good with arrangement again my life, set my schedule, and enjoyed my beautiful life :)
I hope you all will have the good and happily life, xxo
*it will continued*

my little fucking ┌∩┐

let me introduce my FOF ...

we're . hmm just like a normaly friendship group , hihi but is'nt mean we have a normaly relationship !
i love them , and i need them , so are they (┌'⌣')┌♥┐('⌣'┐)
kalo mw di total jumlah FOF tuh ada 14 org : 13 cewek , 1 cowok ( beneran cowok ) !
ada ichi , beby , veii , lita , upu , bos desire , tante chya , bewa , shysos , ninduth , lave , egha , chity , ithoo ^^

that's we are xoxoxo

n e w o f b l o g :)

               dear all !
ichi balik neeeh , setelah hampir setengah taun nggak nulis" hahaha akhirnya gw muncul tiba2 , ya pasti kedatangan gw kali ini bukan cuman pnggen nulis .. trus ngabain blog-gw lagi :( hks NGGAK kali yaa , gw udh mw serius serius nulis dblog ( karena alasan yg realistis ) ceh ileh ! kalo gg ngambil inspirasi dari pipin ( thanks ya ) tapi jga karna , kyaknya minat gw yng smpet tertunda buat jadi penulis :) , muncul lagi nihh hahaha!! mungkin karena pengalaman gw makin banyak , terus , gw jga gg tw mau kmna lagi buat main curhat-curhatan ? yap ! ujung2nya gw nulis lagi :) :)yaa smga dah , ada guna nya terutama gg ngerugiin orng lain ! nulis jga kan HAK sseorang , jadi ggperlu takut bwt nulis selagi itu emg kga ngerugiin :) GO WRITING !!! XOXOXOXO

my forever love :) till ending .

HAHA
pasti penasaran sma yg nmanya RIEL !
dy itu cwo tulalit yg prnah ichi knal :D lucu nyebelin tapi ngangenin !

tw gg ?
ichi rela putus dri aldy cman gragara pngen jdian sma dy , gg tw knpa dy itu kyak MAGNET (wkwk) narik prhatian ichii ><' bkn skedar prhatian tpi hati ichi .

semuanya jadi berubah . dulu ichi di atas .. NOW ?? wktu gg jdian sma aldy , ichi jadi kesepian, ngerasa sndri , jadi ke ingat dehh . *ikshh
FINE FINE . akhirnya setelah penantian panjangg ichi jadian sma tuh anak ... hhe mski udh dkadalin berjuta-juta beribu-ribu kali ?? ichi gg puas klo gg jdian sma dy ..
tapi emang dasar tuh anak rada sinting ! ichi kyak dijadiin permainan sma dy --" (mungkin hnya perasaan kliyaaa ??)

awal hbngan ichi sma dy cman skedar ttm .
tapi gg tw knpa hari gnti hari ichi jdi syg sma dy :( susah buat ngelupain ril . pdhl TANPA DY SADAR ? udh bkin ichi down !

mngkin itu salah ichi jga ...
udh tw dy nyuruh ichi bwt dketin dy sma CHEN CHEN . msh ajaaa ichi ngarepin dy kyak cwok" laen ,finaly ??
dy beda...
dy gg kyak cwo lain ! dy aneh.. dy freak! dn krna freaknyaa... ICHI JADI SYG KECANTOL GG MAOO NGELUPAIN DY ! mskpun dy nyakitin nyy atiii :'( hwwaa

tapi :D

ichi suka malu-malu kucing sma dy, iihhhh sebeelll wkwk !
udah ahh cukup!! gg mau ngomongin dy lagi :p nyebelin :D
hahahhaa pokoknya NOW HIS MY DEAR ♥RIL UMBOH


skg ichi cuman pengen ngejalanin semuaa yg ada . gg peduli yg nmanya karma ? WEW ngeri ..
it's okay lahhh selama ichi msh yakin sma diri sndri WHY NOT buat coba ngajak riel serius sma hubungan nih !